Tuesday, December 30
Monday, December 22
Wednesday, November 26
Well this topic has been stuck in my head for quite long and i guess its abt time to spill everything out.
Lately macam satu fenomena makwe dapat surprise gift iphone 6 dari pakwe, pos kat instagram pastu viral satu Malaysia. Biasa dadak tuider punya kerja lah tu pergi screenshot jadi kan hashtag relationship goals or god knows maybe itu satu cara getting thousands of rts ke kan we dont know.
I memang jenis suka observe people and i read a lot. I mean kadang i baca benda yang doesnt require me to read benda tu pun sebab i waste my time reading conversation orang tengah quarrel, maki hamun siapa betul siapa salah siapa pandai siapa bodoh.
And i realize that terlalu RAMAI orang especially perempuan akan mention her bf in that particular pic yang konon nya romantik tu as if ntah la tak rasa malu ke mintak mintak? Even if your bf is filthy rich still, personally i kinda think that tak proper je mintak itu ini dekat ur bf as if dia mesin atm?
Why not u jadi romantik, take him to dinner, buy him a new wallet if his wallet dah koyak rabak, take him to a picnic, cook something untuk dia or maybe go for an ice cream date by the beach, he'll appreciate that more than you can think of. Guys bukan mind reader. You cant expect him to know what you demand for and guys bukan atm machine where you can demand 'bie beli kan i this that this'. If you nak dia jadi romantik, be one. If you dah jadi romantik and you got nothing in return, try to think of every kindness yang dia pernah buat. All those small details like when dia tolong you time you tengah pokai, time you tengah penat dia entertain you even dia kena marah dengan you pun dia still sabar dengan you, when he gave you his sweater, when he picked out a wild flower kat taman and gave it to you or when you were sick he stayed up so that you tidur dulu.
Mungkin romantik tu bukan dia. Tapi believe it or not, one day he'll understand that in order to make your relationship blooms he has to do something. That time you sendiri speechless dengan apa yang dia buat.
To those fortunate people yang dapat iphone 6, itu rezeki dia. Kita yang tak dapat why not struggle sendiri dari rely on others kan? Sampai bila nak rely on somebody else? If you nak benda tu, work your ass off. Jangan mintak mintak dekat parents, they have dozens of other things nak kena settle loan lah installment lah. Work hard in order to gain something.
Kadang some people sangat wealthy they have everything, tapi deep down beneath their hearts rasa tak puas, rasa tak cukup.
Rezeki masing masing. Kalau dapat apa yang kita nak, bersyukur. Kalau tak dapat apa yang orang lain dapat, so be it. Mungkin benda tu you suka tapi benda tu tak baik untuk you. Maybe ☺
Wednesday, November 19
I have so many goals right now. I cant sit around and do nothing, cant expect things to be that easy. Plus, i have plans for January and February so i need money.
I need a job.
Please call me :(
Wednesday, November 5
Ada dua jenis ibu bapa--
Jenis dulu hidup susah, bila senang bagi anak segala kesenangan sampai anak jadi 'spoil brat'.
Well might be some.
Sebab ada jenis anak yang malu meminta. Ada yang jenis usaha sendiri taknak susahkan mak ayah
Tapi lihat pada realiti hidup sekarang---
Jarang ada anak orang kaya yang tak demand.
"Abah, nak iphone 6." "Ibu, adik nak nike roshe" abah nak itu, ibu nak ini
Walhal abah ibu membanting tulang. Hidup bermandikan peluh untuk bagi anak senang
Itu baru cerita anak orang kaya. Yang sederhana?
Ada juga ibu ayah jenis dulu hidup susah, bila senang tak ingin nak bagi anak rasa senang sebab kenapa? Sebab dulu dia pernah susah
Ajar anak hidup susah. Rasa nikmat senang dengan titik peluh sendiri. Naik turun patah tumbuh jatuh bangun. Rasa sendiri biar kau tahu belajar nilai dan harga sesuatu benda
Saturday, November 1
Tak reti nak terangkan rindu ni dah tahap macam mana dan apa. Tiga bulan macam tiga tahun. Jenis sakit rindukan awak ni tak ada pengubat melainkan awak sendiri datang ketuk pintu rumah jerit surprise depan muka saya
Takpalah sakit pun, saya tetap akan tunggu
Shut up. Kau bukan bagus sangat pun ☺
Thursday, October 30
Wednesday, July 16
Dampingi aku sayang,
Aku mahu kita ke bintang atau ke mana-mana sahaja yang kau suka
Genggam tangan ini dan bawalah hati ini
Asalkan kita bersama aku tak peduli di mana kita berdiri di atas muka dunia
Friday, July 4
Despite those temporal fights
And those silly arguments
I love you endlessly
And i will love you at all odds
In sickness and health
Through thick and thin
I know how difficult i am for you to handle but please dont give up on me
Will you stay even things are hard?
Happy 2yrs 5mths sayang
I love you, Faisal Hadi :*
Monday, June 23
Saturday, June 21
So hi. I'm actually using my smartphone to update this post but nevermind that wasnt my topic anyway.
'Cantiknya dia. Perfect nya life dia. Untunglah. Nak sangat jadi macam dia'
Wait.... Hold on a sec.
You actually wanted to be her, living her life bcs of what she showed you? Yes, she has the most perfect life. Yes, she lives in comfort whereas she can just ask anything and 'your wish is my command'.
But for one second, think.
She's a normal being who goes through shits, who is inside trying to find herself, trying to find her life purposes, struggling and striving to be happy and God knows if she is secretly having an unknown disease. Pictures lie, you've been fooled by those smiles. And nobody captures their sadness nor their tears (unless youre an attention seeker seeking for 'kesiannya tabah ya')
See. Pictures wont tell you everything. They dont tell you the real story behind every smile and laugh.
I know one person and she's beautiful, for some reason her boyfriend had left her and she's currently mending herself, trying to stay strong. Truth is, being beautiful isnt an exception of not facing difficulties. No one in this planet boleh lari dari diuji Tuhan. Bcs this world is temporary, we fight and struggle each and everyday of our lives to find our way back home, meaning that this is not our home and certainly not a place to rest our bones. But Jannah is.
Saturday, May 31
Monday, May 26
All Praise be to Allaah
We all want good things to happen in our lives, but too often we want it now...not later. When it doesn't happen that way, we are tempted to ask, "When, Allaah, when?" Most of us need to grow in the area of trusting Allaah instead of focusing on the "when" question. If you're missing Happiness and peace, you're not trusting Allaah. If your mind feels worn out all the time, you're not trusting Allaah.
Sometimes knowing everything can be uncomfortable and can even hurt you. I spent a large part of my life being impatient, frustrated and disappointed because there were things I didn't know. Allaah had to teach me to leave things alone and quit feeling that I needed to know everything. I finally learned to trust the One who knows all things and accept that some questions may never be answered. We prove that we trust Allaah when we refuse to worry.
Allaah wants us to live by discernment—revelation knowledge, not head knowledge. It's difficult to exercise discernment if you're always trying to figure out everything. But when you're willing to say, "Allaah, I can't figure this out, so I'm going to trust You to give me revelation that will set me free," then you can be comfortable in spite of not knowing. Trusting Allaah often requires not knowing how He is going to accomplish what needs to be done and not knowing when He will do it. We often say Allaah is never late, but generally He isn't early either. Why? Because He uses times of waiting to stretch our faith in Him and to bring about change and growth in our lives.
• Wait With Patience
We spend a lot of time in our lives waiting because change is a process. Many people want change, but they don't want to go through the waiting process. But the truth is, waiting is a given—we are going to wait. The question is, are we going to wait the wrong or right way? If we wait the wrong way, we'll be miserable; but if we decide to wait Allaah's way, we can become patient and enjoy the wait. It takes practice, but as we let Allaah help us in each situation, we develop patience, which is one of the most important as Muslim virtues.
Patience is a fruit of the Spirit (see Al Baqarah 153). It's developed only under trial, so we must not run from difficult situations.
'' O ye who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy; vie in such perseverance; strengthen each other; and fear Allah; that ye may prosper.'' [Al Maidah 200]
As we develop patience, the Quran says we finally feel completely satisfied—lacking nothing. Even our relationship with Allaah involves progressive changes. We learn to trust Allaah by going through many experiences that require trust. By seeing Allaah's faithfulness over and over, we let go of trusting ourselves, and gradually we place our trust in Him.
Looking at it like this, it is easy to see how timing plays an important part in learning to trust Him. If He did everything we asked for immediately, we would never grow and develop. Timing and trust work side by side.
I was browsing to the internet and i found this short nasihat. It is very accurate and somehow it relates to what i feel right now
source ; The Real Beauty Of Islam
Wednesday, May 21
Saturday, May 3
I miss you sayang, always
Monday, April 14
Tuesday, April 8
Saturday, March 22
P/s: Baca di atas risiko sendiri. Cerita tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau mati.
Friday, March 14
Saturday, February 22
I didn't get enough time to update anything! My weeks were hectic and i know that might sound a little bit cliche, still its never too late to update. Nineteen days back was our second anniversary, i really thought i should just blog anything as a dedication or appreciation but rather so, i made a scrapbook of all my favorite lyrics. Having thought of that, he could reread and feel all of the unspoken words beneath my heart, what i thought of him and of course to remind my love towards him.
We didnt actually bought ourselves cakes, tukar hadiah ke apa cause that might be too mainstream. we went out, beli groceries sama-sama. I had soooooooo much fun though and he's certainly a gentleman and it was really cute having to think that dia tolong pegangkan bakul while i was busy placing down all the items needed masa beli groceries haritu hihi hihi *malu*
4/2/2012 wasnt a declaration date or such. It was the day when we talked to each other.
Having to remind back of all the obstacles, ups and down, the good and bad had actually taught us many things. i appreciate every moment spent with him, every conversation and our little talks, every ketawa sampai senak perut and all of the tears shed i treasure them all. Thank you awak, for this roller coaster ride kind of friendship.
I hope for the best, for the both of us. i know it's going to be tough the fact that, maybe, we wont be seeing each other next semester, and the fact that, maybe, we wont be graduating sama-sama. It saddens me that you wont be around, making me feel happy when my days are bad. It saddens me that you wont be around, accompanying me and be there for me when i'm absolutely screwed up.
Tapi kan awak, regardless of what ought to come i still gonna wait for you. I will always faithfully wait for you.
Just please bare in mind that i love you Faisal Hadi, my sayang, my utmost best friend. I love you with all my heart. Words can't even explain how i feel. Most people don't understand us, but we do.
It's been two years now. Lets make it last forever, shall we?
Sunday, February 16
Datanglah sayang dan biarkan ku berbaring
Di pelukanmu walaupun tuk sejenak
Usaplah dahiku dan kan ku katakan semua
Bila ku lelah tetaplah di sini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila ku marah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar
Rasakan resahku dan buat aku tersenyum
Dengan canda tawamu walaupun tuk sekejap
Karna hanya engkaulah yang sanggup redakan aku
Karna engkaulah satu-satunya untukku
Dan pastikan kita selalu bersama
Karna dirimulah yang sanggup mengerti aku
Dalam susah ataupun senang
Dapatkah engkau s'lalu menjagaku?
Dan mampukah engkau mempertahankanku?
Bila ku lelah tetaplah disini
Jangan tinggalkan aku sendiri
Bila ku marah biarkanku bersandar
Jangan kau pergi untuk menghindar
Sunday, January 5
I surely hate the fact that my midsem break has finally come to its end and its tomorrow. so bye-bye internet connection i'll be facing loads of tests til my brain explodes yay! Yesterday was my 21st birthday. I can't seem to brain the fact that, people said i'm going to get some wrinkles on my forehead and so.
I can still feel the excitements!
I wish to say a heartfelt thank you to each of you who took their time out just to send me those long text messages, Facebook wall posts and tweets. Thank you for all the generous wishes and du'as. Gosh! I really find it difficult to put this into words right now :/
Most of all, I'm happy being 21. I'm happy for all the people who never left my side, who never neglected me and making me their last option. I am eternally grateful for the people who always there to lift me up when i'm sad and mad. I'm thankful for this life i'm living in which is solely given by Allah swt. I appreciate my family, they're my ultimate lovers. I am completely nobody without them. And the only man I adore, thank you for putting up with me through rough and tough times- not to forget for all the happy moments too Faisal Hadi.
I came to ponder and felt stupid for whining about every little things that i don't have. How foolish i am for not taking a look around and see clearly that i have the perfect life, the perfect family and being loved perfectly by Allahu Taala :') Alhamdulillah 'O Allah Azza Wa Jalla for these amazing people and for all the trials and hardships you put me through each and everyday of my life.
Alhamdulillah Ya Kareem, You gave me all the things i needed the most. May Allah shower His blessings on us and may He grant every each us Jannatul Firdaws. Aameen!